Darkest Nights"Darkest Nights"I'm looking out the windowThrough the blinds and the shadesWaiting patiently for your returnBut you won't be coming home todayMeanwhile these shadowsContinue haunting meThey've tried to snatch my soulAnd bury it in the deepBecause the sun has gone downThis room has grown blackBut it seems darker than normalI want the light to come backIn fact this room is so darkMy body is starting to trembleThe shadows are reaching out My nerves may disassembleThe absence of lightEnhances the echos of soundI'm finding strength in silenceAs I sink into the groundSo instead I close my eyesPretending I'm not hereOr r
Black voidsA black void escapes my lips.As the infection of pain takes over.I’m screaming to an empty room.In it lays all my fears.My eyes are filled with parasites. Seeing nothing but black. Which leaks it’s way into my heart.Trembling fingers, and sweaty palms.Bugs clinging to my hair. Nesting in my skin.I have been contaminated. By the sins of others.Nobody can harm me now. I have been contaminatedBy the whispers of the heartless.Reaching forth for some light.It only seems to burn my skin.My right eye has been removed. And left with a hole. Head spinning round’ and round.Sitting in this dirty contaminated r
Follow MeI am death,Glare into my eyes,And prepare to die.You have been living a lie,Now you will have something to die for.I'll get into your core,The deepest part of you.You will let me and I shall do,So without any regrets.I will haunt you every second, even in your sleep.I will make sure you get no fucking peace.It is the least,I could do for you darling.I'll get into your core,The deepest part of you.You will let me and I shall do,So without any regrets.My hidden beauty hypnotizes you,And everyone else too.So many tricks up my sleeve,You wouldn't even believe,Specially since you're too blind to see.I'll get into your core,
The ocean and the nightMy songs were buried in sand,leaving entrails of coralsthat formed galaxiesin the cerulean waves of the sea(thirsty nights of reefswhere stars turned into the salt of the oceansin the heavens).And in those days,you were my conch shell.But I wasn't a siren, no-I was chipped glassthat danced over rippled waterfinding a lullabyin the whispers crashing in the shores(whose echoes reach the depth of the starsin stark moonlight).
Storybook AddictionsI want you to love me as much as you do the thorns in your side; seeds planted andforgotten and bleeding cyclically.when the swallowed night drowns anddrains darkness like a trickled lullaby, I wantto be the last thing in your dreams.I want to be your mistake East of Eden, your lack of redemption; when they tear apart your paperflesh with metal claws, I want to be the one you come crawling back to with bloodied knees.[right now I am an empty vessel, unfulfilled and metaphorically obsolete. I want to clear my throat for once, without seeing the ashesof my disease.]I want to love you like a swansong;breezes make your bones ach
My weekSoaked cheeksHeavy sobs Two booming voicesTurn to dead silence.A sleepless nightWorried friendsA comforting cuddleA reassuring text.One sided conversations Picture and no soundA unspoken apologyA turn around.A conversation Even a smileNormality is backMay it stay a while.
Be My SaviourShe says "I'm fine" She means "I'm scared"She cries silent tears filled with the painthat life inflictson her innocent soulShe suffers alone,isolated by her thoughts and has no one to comfort herin her moments of despairand to stop the rain from pouringfrom those delicate hazel eyesAll she desires is to be loved and to know that she has someone who cares. A savior to dry the tears that betray her,softly pouring from her eyes,like silent pouring rain.Then the eyes of hope,radiating with light, smiled upon her A hand reached out and pulled her from despair into the clouds,away from it all.For the first time, in a
PendulumThe pendulum swingsback and forth,back and forth,the pendulum swingsClick click clickthe clock counts forwardsimple five note tunethe hands striking forwardThe pendulum swingsback and forth,back and forth,gently hitting the sidesMidnight tolls the tuneOpheliac dreams capture allchanting in time with click and clack of the tolling clockThe pendulum swingsback and forth, back and forth,the pendulum swingsfantasy images sandstorm desolationloveless fixationhopeless beingsThe pendulum swingsback and forth,back and forth,the pendulum swingsBreathless awakening ring and chime of tolling cloc
Anthem of the Battered PublicAnthem of the PublicTo the song of “Battle Hymn of the Republic” I've seen the blood, the blood dripping down the noose,I tried to talk you down but it really was no use,You found it in yourself that great and terrible excuse,But we all keep marching on.Glory, glory hallelujah!Glory, glory, what's it to ya?Glory Glory, glad I knew ya,And we'll all keep marching on.The gray falling ashes will be covering our boots,When the the world stops turning and we've blown out every fuse,They'll say there’s no hope for us so set Anarchy loose,But we'll all keep marching on.Glory, glory hallelujah!Glory, glory, what's
i can make you love mewriters,what thoughtsdo you bend inthese cathedral-ribsshaking with leaves?(self-conscious,headache) shopping neonfora sinner's devotionor that boyin the other aisle (i hold your booksand stroke the pages,suddenly frightened) 'excuse me'they haven't arrived:(that was forty-fiveminutes ago) blushing andhoping no one noticesthat i've read thisbeforeas i watch himslip behind the counter (i devised a plan tovolunteer on fridaysand trap him) as i readsentence threefor the fifteenthtime
overflowi tried to show youall the broken bonesin the cupboardall the cobwebs underneath the staircase all the schisms and chasmsand chinks in mya(r)mourbutyour finger touched my lipsin a curious sort of wayand you said shh, darling,don't say a wordnone of that mattersanymoreso i triedto shut away theghostsbut now they're outand aboutand coming for meand i can't escape themwith my heart so chipped and faded.
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BoxCan't smell the roses;they do not grow well indoors.I'm going insane.
Paradox of inequity.I gave my blood to be part from something, I found myself being the shadow of nothing.
Sleeping disorder"So... you experience difficulty sleeping?""Yes, that's because I'm never awake."